Vent #1 - Well fuck, I think I just plain give up on the NSBB! The past couple days I have posted a few things...but hardly get any in return. Just as in grade/high school, I feel left out. No body cares if I post, so why bother? There's always posts asking "where is...." "haven't seen her in awhile, hope shes ok..." blah blah blah...I've never been part of any clicks. :-( why can't I be popular once in awhile? I have feelings and I get them hurt, just like everyone else. But it always seems I only ever get a couple posts back to me. If you go to a support board and need support and no one really posts back to you, after awhile it just doesn't seem worth the effort. Makes you want to give up.
On to vent #2 - I'm really sick and tired of seeing people post shit about "I haven't lost any weight for the past 2 days! I'm stuck! I've hit a plateau!" WHAT????!!!!! Are you REALLY that stupid that you think you've hit a plateau after 2 days? after a week? Give me a fucking break. So many times I have wanted to post under those people and tell them to shut the fuck up already and quit complaining cause it's been fucking 30 weeks for me (thanks Amanda for making me work out that math! hehehe) and I've only lost a fucking 22 pounds!!!!! that's less than a pound a week! and plus I was back up 1 pound this morning at 153 so that's only .70 of a pound a week!!!! SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP!!! fucking whiners. (not you Amanda!! you are in the same boat as me and i love ya! this is not directed at you at all! plus you dont go on there daily and pitch a fucking fit over it). so if you are reading this...i don't mean you!
Vent #3 - fucking work! i haven't had any vacation since my week last xmas and its been 6 months and these fucking people are driving me insane! i lost total control today and almost broke down in tears in my supervisors office over the amount of paperwork i have gotten the past 2 days. we can't have OT (unless we explain WHY we can't get it done on regular hours!). fuck them. i found out today that someone in our dept is abusing the OT thing so that's why our boss sent out that email about it...but shit! i never put down my OT anyway...i just bring the shit home, do it and then take it back. none the wiser. anyway, i can't wait for only another 2 weeks there and then im off for 2 weeks. June 17th is my last day at work and I wont return until July 5th. and believe me, in the past i have worried if everything is going ok, but this time - fuck them! i'm not even going to think about them! i will only think about my wedding, my man, my honeymoon in Vegas! Oh and my supervisor told me to quit saying "yes" to them and start telling them "no" and that "i have this many ___ ahead of yours and I will get to it as soon as I can". she says even if i'm lying about the number of rushes ahead of theres, to just lie and they will be ok with it. but then i feel guilty! LOL...
Vent #4 - stupid HR benefits bitch at work has hounded me yesterday and today over my wedding info so she can include it in the "congratulations" section of her weekly email on "comings, goings & congratulations". I gave her the fucking info and late today she sends out the email and spelled my name wrong! hello! ever heard of making sure you spell peoples names right??? one of my pet peeves is when someone spells or pronouces my name wrong. Now granted , my last name is hard to pronouce and it is German...but shes been there long enough now to know how to pronouce and spell it. I work in a law firm...could we please be professional? guess not. plus we all hate her anyway...shes soooo fake! ever watch Shrek 2? She IS the fairy godmother...all sweet on the outside...but a total flippin' insane psycho bitch underneath, that stabs you in the back first chance she can.
ok, done venting for now... only thing left to say is:
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
yup...that felt good! glad to get that off my chest.
peace...
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OMG! breath! calm down! You are really stressed out. I think everything is getting to you what with the wedding, work, the diet, etc.
My first name is Anna and my WHOLE LIFE I have had people get it wrong. I get Ann, Annie, Amy, Ahna, etc. I mean come on it's a SIMPLE name. Then I married William Muhovich. Now I know no one will ever pronounce my full name correctly ever again. I let it go.
As for work. Honey, check out my site. I have my first wedding anniversary this weekend and my job told me I couldn't have it off. I have never called in at this job. I work my three 12 hour shifts a week plus 2-3 extra twelve hour shifts a week. I have been doing this since April. My anniversary falls at the end of my working 6 twelve hour shifts in a row and they wouldn't let me have it off. They finally said I could trade with someone. I found coverage for Sunday but not Saturday. So either I was going to have to work my 12 hour night shift and leave after work to go to the hot springs and stay up all day then pass out and head home in the morning or take saturday off anyway and risk loosing all of my bonus pay for the pay period as it would be considered a call in. When you consider I have four bonus shifts (your bonus is $8 an hour over and above your regular or overtime pay for that shift)this payperiod, you can see why I am so upset. Add to this that I have a coworker who has called in 4 times since April (two of these call ins were for more than one day in a row but because they are in a row, they only count as one occurance) and NOTHING is being done about it. She can call in and I can't even get two days off for my anniversary!
My weightloss is about the only thing that I can't complain about. I am following the diet pretty close. I have only cheated twice and that was on Memorial Day and my birthday. One of the good things about working so very much is I don't have time to cheat!
I hope you know that I read your blog almost everyday. I know you don't think anyone is listening but I assure you they are. I do think it is time to go over your weightloss with your counc., maybe she can tell you something to help speed up the weightloss again. Maybe you could add some more exercise? I actually found something by accident, when I have a couple of days off (which is rare), I stay up after work as long as I can to enjoy the day and to convert my nights and days back to normal. I usually don't start my next days worth of food till I wake up so I really make that one days worth of food last. Well the couple of time that I did this, I lost 3 pounds shortly afterwards. I am not saying this is a good way to have a quick loss but it did help me.
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Jan ~ I love ya and you'll ALWAYS be a part of MY group. And I'm what matters (hehe).
Buck up, little camper ... wedding day is almost here. Then you can take time off and not give two hoots and a fuck about work.
So there!
Thanks you guys....your comments really helped me! LOL...After sleeping all night, I'm doing a bit better today. don't wanna be here at work, but I am and I will do what I have too, but I don't haveta like it. LOL...5pm can't come any quicker...
As to vent 1. I thought I must be the only one to feel that way! As I watch my posts drift on by to the second page uncommented. I've been trying to think if I said something offensive some time... or maybe I just don't particularly stick out.
I think overall I'm probably just being dramatic. Still is crummy though.
JAN!
You already know how NSBB works. You most "create" an eye catching tittle. If it is kind of dramatic or controversial way better. Most I always look forward to read what you, Tina, Amanda, Bob, and other people have to say. I read the tittle first... I read the rest if the tittle is inviting. BUT I always read yours, Tina's, Amanda's or Bob's posts. BUT I MOST ADMIT I PREFFER TO READ YOUR BLOG AND WRITE DIRECTLY TO YOU. THAT WAY I KNOW YOU READ MY ANSWER.
As for vent #2 i'm way tire of those post too... Sometimes I got the urge of answering something really meanie. but I don't. That's why meanie group exists. you can go there and post your answer to them there. LOL Bad language and everything.
Vent#3... Wedding is right at the corner... Try do thing at the office. DUno take work home!
Vent#4 Don't let it bother you.
It feels SO good when we bent right?! That's why I love blogging.
Remember we are here to hear you and confort you when ever you need us.
Have a nice weekend!
Edith! you are sooo right! LOL...thanks for pointing some of those things out to me. It's always great to get others thoughts and views on stuff. :-) I don't always step back and look at the whole picture. as for not taking work home...ha! that'll never happen! LOL...
You probably dont know me but i undestand your venting about the name thing i have a similar problem being my name Is Anna Malaika J. Muhovich i understand the pain no one ever ever ever gets my name right (its so weird we have basically the same name ...yikes)
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